This taste of stale blood still in my mouth brings me back to when things first went south. What's the point in anything? Nothing lasts forever when promises always break so easily. I can't mislead myself another day longer, a year without you has made me anything but stronger. You'd always tell me not to rely on you to be happy, but your heart still refuses to give me back me. I'll gouge out my eyes in hopes they forget the warmth you once gave them. I don't want to fill another page with everything that we've been through. This past year has been hell, and this is what my life has come to.
Track Name: sweet chin music
I don't know how I can control this increasing hole in my gut. When I sigh more than I speak it's hard to find the joy in anything. No matter how many miles I put between us the memories are still there with all the childish bull shit that made you leave before. I started strong out of the gate, but I lost myself along the way. Erase these fresh feelings from my head. Erase every fucking letter you've still never read. I reach out across the bed but you're not there. I ask myself, why did I wake up alive? I hate myself and I owe that to you.